essential yeah chaos is a huge talk to me about that oh this is this is i love this one this is so good. Um, this is one of my latest learning points that I've taken into account. Uh, and it's massively affected my planning, um, the way I, the way I plan events. Uh, so I have met many people in my life and I've met probably in my entire life, probably like two people who I would consider completely pure, you know, like basically like a Jesus Christ kind of person, like no sin. Okay. But, and on the other side of, I've met only like a couple of people who I thought were generally pure evil or, you know, uh, but I think most people are somewhere in the middle. Okay. And they need that balance in their life, you know? Um, and I think that you need to, if you're talking about performance on a single date, this balance of what you are needs to be structured. Um, so I think that actually in the fight, like when you're actually fighting, um, a lot of people, I think perform best in chaos. Okay. So when you get into the stage, you have to be completely wild, uh, no rules, like you need to be completely unhinged. Um, but leading up to it, you need to structure, you need to really become very ordered. And the more you can bring order into your life, the better. um i went to a kind of a a presentation by this by this guy mac okay he's a geneticist as well and he was talking about how life only exists in this balance between chaos and order and and from that i i brought that into my training by making sticker charts so when i was young my mom used to motivate me through sticker charts So when I did a good job, she'd give me a sticker and I loved it. So I have brought this concept into my training where, uh, there's only two stickers. There's, there's a blue sticker, which is, uh, you didn't quite make it. It's representative chaos and, uh, and, and a white sticker, which is representative of order. And after I compete, I, I purposefully move into chaos. And it's not as though like, oh, I'm in chaos and I let everything catch on fire. I just, I don't need structure. I can go wherever. I can learn new things. I can try new things. I can open up my mind to whatever I want. Nothing's required. But really, I'm trying to gather data, put together a plan so that when I move into structure, I have a new kind of plan.