Muse

Good morning. It is Monday, the 18th. It's extremely windy, so I put in these new ear buds, ear pods, whatever they're called, so that maybe we can block off the wind. we'll see see how painful it is extremely windy in the same vein because it's a monday at approximately 9 51 local time there is not a soul in the park at least i've seen one but that is dramatically different than the way it was yesterday so hopefully we should be able to have this conversation relatively unencumbered and uninterrupted hopefully no hat ladies I said hat people yesterday because I didn't want to offend but it was exclusively women wearing these stupid parabolic hats I guess to receive some space signal or something to turn them into mongo karens I don't know I don't know why it annoys me it just just really annoys me all right so we're gonna be in a very windy area this is the place I couldn't go yesterday because we're too many people but try again now and then go for a further walk so I didn't get a chance to do any AI stuff yesterday clawed because I was just doing my financial model which I update once a month the usual way there were like exceptions that happens like that but I had to rework the model in ways to make it balanced properly and all that stuff so spent a lot of time troubleshooting and playing whack-a-mole there's only like one whack-a-mole artifact left it's just annoying but everything else balances it's just this one little annoying thing i gotta fix so anyway this is the top of the hill that i was trying to walk to yesterday you know these things are really not designed Like they don't stain your ear. Which is why I stopped wearing them for years. And as you can see, they're still not designed. But I have to wear them if I even hope for you to hear this. Not this little description. It's straight away.

But there's about Diablo in the background. Anyway, I want to get out of here because we might not get any of this. given the extreme wind but nonetheless it's extremely quiet other than the wind that is like blowing me down the hill alright so another thing I wanted to comment on is this I'm over the place today, forgive me but so far feedback in the comments for these videos has been universally positive what was that a squirrel or I don't know this tiny guy anyway, just birds so the only other piece of feedback is i've lost one subscriber so far solely because of one of these videos so that's not good that's not a good signal but again i'm going to do 30 and if they don't bear fruit and they're performing far below the average in terms of views which is kind of as expected that'll take a while to to generate and this month i ain't doing that well like it's definitely worse than last month so i don't know i honestly don't know what to do people are saying that i'm algorithmically suppressed i don't want to believe that maybe it just sucks but uh it's it's hard not to it's hard not to think that at this point given how much content i mean i've produced well over 800 videos Let's go. over a four-year period or so so although there's other channels too that i've been following for a while that i also feel are getting somehow algorithmic series like particularly cosmic road like their subscriber growth is just like going to zero it doesn't make any sense it actually worries me when i see stuff like that because jack just like pounds them out in terms of videos constantly and it's just like what the heck's going on i mean he i mean i get he's probably on to something with the nazca mommies or whatever i don't follow that because i think it's a thirst trap you know not the literal sense but just like i think there's a lot of there's some signal but it is absolutely overwhelming my noise but anyway i look at

that channel i'm like what guy's working his ass off the hell's going on doesn't seem fair to me so anyway that's in the side i like jack you should check out his channel cosmic road it's fantastic one of the best him and pavel have the best news channels on the topic that there are so you can guess what the worst one is but i'm not gonna say anything about that it's just not my style but anyway so far like this combined effort has resulted in negative one subscriber that's what i'm tracking right now again it's only been a few videos so regardless of what's happening i'm just going to do ride or die 30 and then we'll assess after that because i think i woke up this morning i had 829 subscribers or sorry 23,829 subscribers and then it like precipitously it dropped like three and i'm up like one since yesterday so i don't know what's going on but it's it's it's getting really frustrating for me i don't know if the julian dory interview is going to help i hope it does all right first person so i'm just going to try to go on a side trail so i can avoid people altogether it's you know dude just walking his dog which is totally fine it's just like i'm up here for quiet privacy it's hard to get it sometimes you come up here at night, you get it even though you're not supposed to be up here at night but it's nature, so what do you got to do? anyway hopefully it's going to this way and avoid people it's a nice view though so i'll just turn around all right it's like a steep a semi-steep hill it's not that bad i'm just gonna go down watch my feet as i go down so anyway those are kind of the struggles with the channel but i'm just like i said i'm throwing everything i can at this point and then i have a few other projects that i'm working on which is this anthology that I did I got through like a first pass now I just have to write my notes about each story and then after that I'll design the cover and then format it

upload it and then wait for a year before I can publish it a little bit over a year actually but it's good to have that really done. I have the comic book script of, you know, did like two passes on it. The editor I think is going to try to shorten it a little bit just to, you know, have fewer panels of it. But like the vast majority of the work on that is done and it just requires tweaking and whatnot. So that's that's been productive. But I've also reached the crunch point where I have to do a lot more interviews over the next week or so because from like June 6th until kind of the third week of June I'm not going to be able to do any work because I'm going to be well I'll be able to do some work but I won't be able to do any interviews because I'm going to be away from home for a number of things so I don't know if I Thank you. told you all about this but I have an interview at Camp Gagnon with Mark Gagnon that's going to be reported on June 8th so I have to fly to New York do that and then I take a you know take a train from there down to Philly see my daughter's graduation and then you know spend some time on the East Coast. After that, then there's this event in D.C. anyway where was i so yeah camp gagnon should be on there be on the east coast and then this disclosure event whatever that is i won't i'm trying not to prejudge it but i could have already prejudged it i'm just very skeptical of anything related to the government you all know that so i mean as an example uh i think this dr malone just came out i don't know if this is true or not but said that uh apparently the cia like flooded the east coast or you know kind of like starting from lyme connecticut with radioactive ticks lone star ticks that carried Lyme disease and

you know screwed up people's lives and whatnot you know for the feels so if they were doing that back in the 60s God knows what they're doing now you know it's just we live in a tyranny I mean it's just it's a benign tyranny but where we think we're all free but we're really not free and you're seeing what they're doing with inflation all that is is just a tax increase it's just in stealth so they just print more money for one of these ridiculous wars people at the top get extraordinarily rich they're almost exclusively psychopaths they're almost exclusively compromised and epstein-like compromise rings i mean that's the world we live in right now meanwhile trump's trying to destroy massey which should tell you something i think it's the most or the largest funded congressional race in history and it's basically a foreign power is trying to buy the election because it's only legal for one foreign power to do it nobody else which is great i think uh massey to add icing on the cake was i think tried to pass a bill or proposed a bill classifying a pack of foreign entity because it really is it really is so i oh also cars for kids scam absolute scam usual suspects i'm not gonna i'm not gonna mention who they are but it's like a 30 30 year scam we're supposed to go to help kids and it's basically funds a foreign entity it's just like you can't make this stuff up so oh, the other thing I wanted to talk about is this interview on Area 52 a lot of people were talking about it on my live stream and I hadn't watched that interview yet with Corbell on Area 52 and I just decided to, I haven't finished watching the whole thing But without getting into the nitty gritty, I would put it at a high likelihood that Corbella is an asset. I mean, I think people already know that, but just the way he talked about things, characterized things, wouldn't answer direct questions. would answer questions by invoking more questions and mystery and stuff that could very easily have been yes or no have they killed people? yes you know how do they intimidate people?

well they call them and they tell them we're going to kill you you know just stuff like that I mean he did say that to some extent Thank you. But there's just too much of this mystery box nonsense that I don't think helps and I don't think builds any credibility. I hope I'm wrong. You know, he creates a lot of entertaining content, but that's what it is. It's entertainment. It's kayfabe. so I saw a clip from George Knapp which basically said that NHI are all around us behind some psychic barrier, dimensional barrier whatever, I think that's what the reality is I don't think it's supernatural, I think it's just physics, I think we don't understand physics as well as we would like to and the institutions their primary goal is to maintain control not to get to the truth that's not their purpose something that science fiction author Jerry Purnell who I met once in my life had a nice long discussion with because we were both army veterans called the iron law of bureaucracy okay something like that so the iron law of bureaucracy which is over time there are two factions of bureaucracy the people who founded it and the people whose existence solely depends on the perpetuation of the bureaucracy and over time those initiators the ones who care about the mission and the true purpose of the bureaucracy fade into obscurity and the preservationists protect the bureaucracy at all costs dominate the bureaucracy within generation which is why we have this proliferation of absolutely useless bureaucracies we've got hawks overhead too I am walking toward them but they obviously can cover a lot more distance than I can on foot. So, and the point with science, right? They're all about defending what the old science was. There's absolutely no incentive to propose. We got a raven, too. I don't know if you can see them in the background. I can't see him in the camera but maybe you can

so that's what we're kind of in the middle of and the only way to like solve this is like I'm not advocating it I'm not advocating the means to do this but it all needs to be burned down and that's why we're in the fourth term here right now like we have absolute psychopaths running everything and we live in a manicured fake reality and I don't mean that in a matrix sense I mean like everything is scripted and coordinated loosely I don't think it's very tightly controlled or maybe it is, it just wouldn't be by humans but I think behind all the kayfabe and the conflict they just organize these things at the places like the World Economic Forum Trilateral Commission usual suspects that's why we have this dumb fuck war with Iran it doesn't make any sense and you know since 1985 the Israelis have been screaming that they have an imminent from getting nuclear weapons, but so are the Japanese. So are the South Koreans. They have breakthrough capability, too. If they needed to rapidly develop a nuke, they could. Kind of a similar deal to or kind of a similar space that Iran has, just for years. So I'm almost of the mind that we need to give them a nuke. just to balance the mad dog of the Middle East. I hope China and Pakistan does. Because we didn't attack them. Sure, they used IEDs and stuff like that. Why can't we attack them back in the middle? that why don't we retaliate back that you know where our soldiers are getting hit now we just randomly bomb them because we say they're close to it doesn't make any sense so i think the reason we're doing it is they just need to bring the population down we have overpopulation and they're doing a number of things oh and then there's these like videos i can't i don't know what's real and what's not so i'm just reporting what i've seen i can't i can't tell if it's real because i don't believe anything until i see it firsthand so they have these lone star ticks that are spreading there have been people that are pasting videos on facebook showing them dropping

boxes of ticks from helicopters and people are getting this alpha gal syndrome which makes it very difficult for them to eat red meat without getting extremely sick. Of course, Bill Gates, the usual suspects, were talking about things called human engineering, where they could reduce meat consumption by seeding ticks into the population, etc. Also at the World Economic Forum talking about that stuff. I mean, look, if I got that syndrome, I would die. I don't eat anything else. like it would kill me like these people are completely out of control if true anyway i think this is long enough so it's just institutions are broken unless there's drastic change and by drastic change i don't mean a change in my replacing institutions i mean replacing the people inside them especially the most long-tenured ones because they have stake in perpetuating this evil, basically so just gotta pick it up but it's good to get at least there's a squirrel some exercise so I just don't make time for it and this is the only reason I make time for it is because I have to record a video so this is definitely selfish I hope you don't mind it if you do again let me know nobody's really let me know other than unsubscribing which is the worst way I want to learn about it but again we're still going to do 30 and we're maybe a little over close to 20% through that so alright this is also the place where you encounter the most people, so hopefully I can get through it quickly. Alright, we're going up the hill again. Alright, now's a good time to sign out. Anyway, God bless you. Have a fantastic rest of your day.

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